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Fear is God

by At The Graves

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Repress IV 01:30
Nonpresent 06:02
Flee or decay I can’t change Never here In a false world Free of consequence Let them die Wither my loves Only neglect
The distance Is like a knife I'm wounded Blood drawn from myself One in black Pain will match a love gray To be far inescapable No promise With this blood drawn oath Only sustained by drips and crumbs A longing across earth It won't pierce my soul's Distance
Fear is God 04:36
Fear is god
Whirlpool 04:18
Seeing the hazard Go straight to its maw Feel the pull of lying in the steel Four wrecks below Be careful not to get sucked in Staying safe in pain Light of the vortex calls
Repress V 01:13
All petals pain wilted Thrown in the aisle At this sick union Crimson against The white veil Grief scattered like flowers Unite in futile purpose Crimson against The white veil Dreaming of this Hollow vengeance cut You saw him at the end The sun rose at the end You saw her at the end The snow’s white at the end
Coward 07:22
A worm, weak Squanders gold Ruled by the fear that clouds All thoughts tonight Gleaming spirits pass In search of response Blind to the light’s embrace I let them go Back down the road again To failure Always miss Life: regret Signs that remind me Of what could be Signs that remind me That I can’t be
Repress VI 01:01
Missing 09:18
Courage won’t ever come When I need paralyzed Let them pass better off Missing them Failed again Given all chances to live But I chose to stay down I dissolve into night Morning comes all are gone I return destitute Missing them Failed again I missed them all


released October 20, 2022

Written and recorded 2018-2022 by Ben Price. Art by Ben Price.


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At The Graves Baltimore, Maryland

Ben Price's (Elagabalus, Foehammer, Textile, ex-Revolta, ex-Xozo) one-man-band.

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